Monday, June 16, 2025

Life is HELL !

                                                        The last few months have been Hell !

October of last year I had a "Episode" I was found on the floor and I don't remember anything for several weeks, still don't I lost a month.  Emergency room, ICU, several different hospitals. I sorta woke up but don't remember much ,still don't.  Several rehab units, assisted help and now I am living in an Assisted Living Home.

I hate it !!!!!! 

 I miss my Home and most of all my Good Dogs.  Sir Winston Mandible Churchill has been re homed  and is now living with a wonderful Scottie Family. I know he is very happy I have seen the photos but my heart is breaking. Agatha is living with the younger son but she needs to find a home with another dog friend and yard, everything she had to give up.  

Older son is the one who jumped in and started to change my life much much much too fast. I know he thought this was best but it wasn't and now I am trying to figure things out. He lives in Japan most of the year but I needed the time to make a plan before he left to go back.

Now for the whipped cream with a cherry on top... 

The Macular Degeneration  has progressed at an alarming rate. I can not see a straight line and black blob are floating around. So very tired  eyes all the time. I am an artist who can't see ! Yea Me !

                                         I will be posting off and on when I can but with more  photography. One of the somewhat easier art to do.  I want to keep up as much as I can for now.

                                          Hope all is well with my blog friends.



cheers,  parsnip






 



10 comments:

  1. Your photos are lovely! Warm greetings from Montreal, Canada.

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  2. Oh my gosh. So sorry to hear this Gayle. Sending you lots of love and huggs. Your photos are wonderful to see and I'm happy to hear from you.

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  3. Gayle, I'm so sorry. I know you miss Winston and Agatha terribly. Have you gotten to talk to a social worker about how you feel railroaded into this situation? Most care homes have their own social workers.

    Love,
    Janie

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  4. I am so sorry to hear this. You must miss Winston and Agatha so much as well as your home. Sending you hugs.

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  5. I have been wondering what was going on in your life and had hoped it was nothing like this. Take good care. Keep enjoying the photography. Your photos are beautiful.

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  6. I don't often comment, but felt I had to after reading your news. What a frightening time you have been through. It is especially horrible to have to give up your beloved dogs, although good that they are being so well looked after. I hope that you will be able to find a way to improve your situation.
    Your photos are lovely.
    Best wishes
    Ellie

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  7. Gayle, I'm so sorry to read about what a tough time you've had! Thank goodness your precious dogs are being taken good care of but I know you must miss them terribly. I hope things start to improve soon and you can go home. I'm sending you a hug and my very best wishes.

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  8. Very sorry to hear all of this unfortunate news.

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  9. Lovely photos but such a sad post. Its good to hear the little gud dogs are being well looked after but so hard for you. I hope you can soon start moving forward again and get some control back over your life.

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  10. I have been fearing the worst since your last post in October so long ago. And then Christmas came and went without hearing from you and your lovely cards. I'm relieved you've still with us but deeply saddened you're currently in a position that makes you unhappy. So distressing your gud dugs must be rehomed. I too very much hope there is a way to improve your situation in the future friend Gayle. X

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